I know why you're here. You're worried
that you're not going to make it. That you're going to fail at
learning Japanese and all of your effort will be wasted. You don't
know what to do and there's nobody to guide you. And it's not that
you don't care enough to find
what to do, you care a LOT.
You care so much that these doubts keep you up at night. Perhaps you
find yourself thinking, “Maybe I should start over. Do I need to
research other methods? Am I doing any of this right?” And guess
what.
These
doubts are a good
thing.
For
all that they make you feel like crap, they're also a sign that you
really want to learn Japanese. No, that you NEED
to learn Japanese. But what should you do? What can
you do when you suddenly find yourself buried in kanji, sentences,
and lists of words with no end in sight. How can you possibly know that
any of this is working; that you're on the right path and headed for
the finish line?
Learning Japanese has no final
goal line. There's no point
at which you cross some mystical finish line and suddenly cheering
crowds appear to present you with a plaque that says “JAPANESE
MASTER.” While it sounds ridiculous, I think we find ourselves
expecting this. We expect to see some loud, obvious sign that we're
doing it right, but in reality we ignore the true signs of progress.
If you
have an immersion environment, then you should be using Japanese
media, right? Books, songs, shows, whatever. These
are the signs of progress. If you're wondering if you're on the
“right” path, if you're doing things “right,” then just pay
attention to what you do each day. Do you read manga? Watch anime?
Browse articles on the Japanese Wikipedia page? Sing along with
J-Pop? Whatever it is you're doing, realize that you're doing it in
Japanese. You're reading
in Japanese. You're listening to a song and understanding
the lyrics. Well guess what...
That
IS
the end goal! You've done it!
Look at you! Immersed in Japanese and understanding so easily that
you forget how absolutely amazing you are!!
Learning Japanese can be so sneaky in the way that it happens; it's
incredibly easy to forget how much progress we've made. So
remind yourself.
If you're feeling these doubts, then pause for a minute. Think about
what you can do, what you've achieved. And then...
Take
the next step.
When
you're feeling this way, it means that you need to move. So take the
next step. Grab that book off your shelf that you've been avoiding
and give it a shot. Start watching that TV series that was "too
difficult" for you before. Find that next thing in
Japanese and do it. And when
you do it, realize that this IS
the end goal. This is it!
If you can take something Japanese, be it a children's story, a manga
for teens, or a tome on organic chemistry, and understand it - that
is learning Japanese. You've done it. If you can read even one
sentence, one word, one kana,
then you've already
learned Japanese. Now do
it again with the next kana, word, sentence, or story.
So if
you're feeling worried about your progress, just remember what you've
already accomplished. Think of how far you've come. Then go forward.
It doesn't matter what you go to next, just
do something in Japanese. Don't worry. You're on the right path.
Now
get walking.
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Nice read, makes it easy for one to reflect on their current progress. I'm sure writing this had a similar effect.
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